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Hi there! I’m Esther, and I’m currently in recovery from an eating disorder and self harm. I am hoping to study nutrition at uni next year as it has always been an interest of mine. Pursuing a healthy and happy life through recovery and [mostly] clean living. Please feel free to talk me and ask me questions!</description><title>While I Live</title><generator>Tumblr (3.0; @bambi-smiled)</generator><link>http://bambi-smiled.tumblr.com/</link><item><title>Good morning sunshine!</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/e6813265a9f735f73cf8c8ed165a7fb8/tumblr_mn0ornjd7Y1rsl1pco1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;Good morning sunshine!&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://bambi-smiled.tumblr.com/post/50766704693</link><guid>http://bambi-smiled.tumblr.com/post/50766704693</guid><pubDate>Sun, 19 May 2013 09:18:59 +1000</pubDate><category>personal</category><category>legs</category><category>coffee</category><category>sunshine</category><category>morning</category><category>sunrise</category><category>health</category><category>healthy</category><category>eating disorder recovery</category></item><item><title>It's scary isn't it :/</title><description>&lt;p&gt;So so scary! He seemed like such a nice man. Really enthusiastic and energetic, and passionate about dance. I guess you just have to hope that there’s been some serious error (which doesn’t seem likely) and that’s it’s all just a huge stuff up.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://bambi-smiled.tumblr.com/post/50722431412</link><guid>http://bambi-smiled.tumblr.com/post/50722431412</guid><pubDate>Sat, 18 May 2013 21:59:29 +1000</pubDate></item><item><title>a-battle-was-fought-here:

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PETER CARRINGTON</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/1dae35281bd35b18ae20cd788a8e924d/tumblr_mmx8oggSmU1qinh1vo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://1000drawings.tumblr.com/post/50624717038/peter-carrington" class="tumblr_blog"&gt;1000drawings&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://petercarrington.co.uk/drawing"&gt;PETER CARRINGTON&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://bambi-smiled.tumblr.com/post/50689794807</link><guid>http://bambi-smiled.tumblr.com/post/50689794807</guid><pubDate>Sat, 18 May 2013 10:37:24 +1000</pubDate></item><item><title>I’ve been putting off some of the things on this list for...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/d236796ac10a31e0ef496b8d74c01a4a/tumblr_mmyu7gwzPK1rsl1pco1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;I’ve been putting off some of the things on this list for age (ahem, tax form, snore), but today I AM going to do them! No more excuses lazy.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://bambi-smiled.tumblr.com/post/50684797724</link><guid>http://bambi-smiled.tumblr.com/post/50684797724</guid><pubDate>Sat, 18 May 2013 09:21:16 +1000</pubDate><category>personal</category><category>list</category><category>to do</category><category>lazy</category></item><item><title>Oh haiii there weekend! I love being able to cook a nice...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/d6b1719bfc6eb0b937d675219fad5423/tumblr_mmytoiUoSt1rsl1pco1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;Oh haiii there weekend! I love being able to cook a nice breakfast on weekends, simply because I have time to! This morning I made raspberry, cashew, walnut and light soy milk porridge, topped with more raspberries and nuts, and super crunchy natural peanut butter. Mhmmm yummo.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://bambi-smiled.tumblr.com/post/50684025022</link><guid>http://bambi-smiled.tumblr.com/post/50684025022</guid><pubDate>Sat, 18 May 2013 09:09:53 +1000</pubDate><category>recipes</category><category>health</category><category>healthy</category><category>clean eating</category><category>healthy eating</category><category>food</category><category>eating disorder recovery</category><category>vegetarian</category><category>vegan</category><category>gluten free</category><category>oats</category><category>peanut butter</category><category>food porn</category><category>sunshine</category><category>ednos</category><category>ed recovery</category><category>eating disorder</category><category>recovery</category></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/2be045a0e95fb5aa5ff47f9b9741fb3b/tumblr_mlfhdd6Dui1qz4d4bo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://bambi-smiled.tumblr.com/post/50647187907</link><guid>http://bambi-smiled.tumblr.com/post/50647187907</guid><pubDate>Fri, 17 May 2013 22:01:55 +1000</pubDate></item><item><title>I absolutely fucking love her.</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/a25ddad8f26fef10a568ce5cdf4c1672/tumblr_mglgxyVmsf1qe3p9bo1_500.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;I absolutely fucking love her.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://bambi-smiled.tumblr.com/post/50645993081</link><guid>http://bambi-smiled.tumblr.com/post/50645993081</guid><pubDate>Fri, 17 May 2013 21:26:25 +1000</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/cafc08d2971e3b58675f439e391da317/tumblr_mma04p3g3v1rjdnouo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://bambi-smiled.tumblr.com/post/50645875206</link><guid>http://bambi-smiled.tumblr.com/post/50645875206</guid><pubDate>Fri, 17 May 2013 21:22:44 +1000</pubDate></item><item><title>Lorna!: Reblog if you were ever bullied.</title><description>&lt;a href="http://lorna182.tumblr.com/post/50640037408/reblog-if-you-were-ever-bullied"&gt;Lorna!: Reblog if you were ever bullied.&lt;/a&gt;: &lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://babywecantdrownourdemons.tumblr.com/post/48977938935/reblog-if-you-were-ever-bullied" class="tumblr_blog"&gt;babywecantdrownourdemons&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt; &lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://fake-a-smile-and-say-im-fine.tumblr.com/post/48972488911/reblog-if-you-were-ever-bullied"&gt;fake-a-smile-and-say-im-fine&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://madeofdoom.tumblr.com/post/48784572059/reblog-if-you-were-ever-bullied"&gt;madeofdoom&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://jamdalfs-milph.tumblr.com/post/48776402876"&gt;jamdalfs-milph&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://squeekz4all.tumblr.com/post/47594948753/reblog-if-you-were-ever-bullied"&gt;squeekz4all&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://rox1108.tumblr.com/post/47192810782/reblog-if-you-were-ever-bullied"&gt;rox1108&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://007-reporting.tumblr.com/post/42626914387/reblog-if-you-were-ever-bullied"&gt;007-reporting&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://angelsontheearth.tumblr.com/post/42559746710/reblog-if-you-were-ever-bullied"&gt;angelsontheearth&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;17851&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;That’s disgusting.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Well done society.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Well done.&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;I remember my best friend calling me ‘Ana’ because I was so thin. Thanks for that “friend”. That made me feel fan-bloody-tastic.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://bambi-smiled.tumblr.com/post/50645830365</link><guid>http://bambi-smiled.tumblr.com/post/50645830365</guid><pubDate>Fri, 17 May 2013 21:21:20 +1000</pubDate></item><item><title>Intake 17/05/13</title><description>&lt;p&gt;Slightly weird looking intake today, I ate lunch at home and dinner at work because I was doing a late shift today (I usually work days), and I ended up eating lunch over about a two hour period ha. It was more like having two extra snacks instead of lunch. &lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;B - organic coffee bean yoghurt, gluten free muesli; ruby red grapefruit &lt;br/&gt;
S - goji berries and cashews&lt;br/&gt;
L - two vegetarian sausages with tomato sauce; white chocolate and raspberry Greek yoghurt; crumpet, half with Vegemite and half with natural peanut butter &lt;br/&gt;
S - Carmen&amp;#8217;s cranberry, almond and chocolate muesli bar &lt;br/&gt;
D - rice pasta with broccoli, olives and a basil, tomato and red wine sauce&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;I also ate a tiny sachet each of strawberry jam and peanut butter while at work because YUM. I just couldn&amp;#8217;t help myself ha.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://bambi-smiled.tumblr.com/post/50645699210</link><guid>http://bambi-smiled.tumblr.com/post/50645699210</guid><pubDate>Fri, 17 May 2013 21:17:08 +1000</pubDate><category>eating disorder recovery</category><category>intake</category><category>health</category><category>healthy</category><category>clean eating</category><category>ednos</category><category>vegetarian</category><category>eating disorder</category><category>recovery</category><category>meal plan</category><category>diet</category><category>diet plan</category><category>food</category></item><item><title>Thank fuck it’s Friday.</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/662a48548c2f91aa9f6bd266d82e1a7b/tumblr_mmx8ravMhZ1rsl1pco1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;Thank fuck it’s Friday.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://bambi-smiled.tumblr.com/post/50624849201</link><guid>http://bambi-smiled.tumblr.com/post/50624849201</guid><pubDate>Fri, 17 May 2013 12:40:22 +1000</pubDate><category>personal</category><category>selfie</category><category>hair</category><category>health</category><category>healthy</category><category>eating disorder recovery</category></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/cd5fcc1d8a847f4a963d6be0c7562508/tumblr_mk63iopaKy1rpmktro1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://bambi-smiled.tumblr.com/post/50600076855</link><guid>http://bambi-smiled.tumblr.com/post/50600076855</guid><pubDate>Fri, 17 May 2013 07:05:00 +1000</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m6pqmj57aE1qgu7bjo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://bambi-smiled.tumblr.com/post/50592854455</link><guid>http://bambi-smiled.tumblr.com/post/50592854455</guid><pubDate>Fri, 17 May 2013 05:18:45 +1000</pubDate></item></channel></rss>
